Although no two experiences are the same, I can say I that I too experienced a similar loss and I understand the depth of your sorrow. You are in my thoughts and prayers
My hope is you can forgive me and allow me a chance to grow.
Maybe it's time to stop thinking and take some action.
We haven't spoken in a while and I called... only to hear you are recovering from surgery. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Please touch base when you feel up to it.