I can only hope that moving forward you can find it possible to focus on the fond and great times you have shared and smile.
You are #1
I miss you more every day.
Although no two experiences are the same, I can say I that I too experienced a similar loss and I understand the depth of your sorrow. You are in my thoughts and prayers
As you begin the next year of your journey, take time not just to celebrate who you are, but who you have been along the way... and who you hope to become.
Instead, just think of it as putting some space between you and your youth.